fuck ya'll bytches

changeeee

2004-09-09T13:12:00.000-07:00

heyy peeps!! ive change ma blog add alr. sorryyy!! take care love ya'll..

- bytches will owaes stay as bytches?

2004-09-08T16:43:00.000-07:00

just drinkin soup and i burn ma tongue. gees. it still kinda hurt and numb hahas. hmmm gonna go town ltr. so bored at homee. im missin him. gees. tats bad. hahas. arytee. dunno watta wear. watta wear watta wear. hahas. kie. im crazyy. gonna meet sher firsttt.
hmm. i think i shall blog tonyte. gotta go get readyy before im late again.

sa u noe ppl call ya bytch. they ask if u had fwens , i said yeps. but they sae u seem ta be seldom with ya fwens. they said maybe ur fwens dun lyke u either. are u da type which has new fwens throw away old fwen. u seem ta be tat type. da way u treat old and new fwens are diff. you noe wad. this is not how ppl shld behave. u haf obviously gona overboard. too much. take of ur mask show ur true colours.

+ blink 182 - m+m's + z

- i said it just ta gif in ta ya *

2004-09-08T03:51:00.000-07:00

i'm homee! sleepyyy!
well. today was suppose ta meet mel sher and ang at 1. but instead i reached arnd 2. hahas. they were waitin. sorry guys. hahas. took a cab ta qt mrt ta pick all of em up. den we headed ta cinee. sat and rocky and smoke den wenta buy movie tix. actually was suppose ta buy for ting and sel. hmm. but e 3.15 show had all seperated sits. so sher mel ang and i bought da 5.15 tix show for ourselves.
wenta ljs ta eat. actually only sher and ang ate. mel and i were their spectators. hahas. den we wenta play pool. saw gf cyndi and her bf, tuya, cassie and vic. they were playin pool too. hahas. aft tat we went dwn rockys again. drank mng frost. hahas. there was a gerl hu ask baker whether she could take a pic of bakers mohock hair. i gotta admit im in love with his nyce hair.
aft tat we went up for our movie. cinderella story it was darn nyce. but was saddenin too. mel and i teared. gosh. we were worried bout our mascara and eye shadow. hahas.
aft tat show we lepak and rockys. matt cliff joshua and some othas were there too. damn. matts hair is reli 'cool'? hahas.
went yoshinoya ta eat. hahas. one funny thang was. mel was helpin sher ta buy and u noe wad mel told da person ' 2 yoshinoya ' instead of wad she wanted ta order. hahas. was laughin da hell outta me lar. hahas. was damn fuckin funny. aft tat john, melvin [bdae boy], yeo and sel came. aft eatin we went outside ljs ta slack.
aft tat mel sel and i wenta rocky ta sit cus all of em left alr. mel left at 9.30 and sel send her ta da bus stop i was damn bored sittin at rocky mann. started tearin da coke can. hahas. and was tokin to ma gf regi too. ((:
okiee. one bad thang is. was waitn for max and he took ages to comee. till sel and i decided ta go off cus we were damn bored and pissed. when we were waitin for cab den he came. waited arnd 1 1/2 hrs. wth. neva wait for a guy so long for sucha long tyme alr. and i hate waitin for peeps hahas. anyway. max baker and jian arn came. hahas. i was cursin and swearin all taxi drivers and those fuckers hu snatched our cab. fuck those arseholes. was pissed so ask sel ta walk futhur infront. finally gotta cab. da uncle ask me wad way i wanna use and i told da uncle use grange rd den he went by anotha. damnit. was damn pissed. somemore in da cab he tok so much cock.
selwyn came ta ma hse. hahas. when i was walkin back. so funny. i din see da cat near da car den i almost step on its mouth. gosh. i was kinda stun and aft tat i scream and wenta da otha side of sel. hahas. ma heart nearly lyke dropped out mann! sheesh.
came home tok online. took pics. was tokin on conference to max, nick, derek and johnathan. wth. keep on sayin tat i was a lian all thanks to max. grr. im not one. and i seriously fuckin hate lians. damnit * hahas its now lyke 3.45am. gonna turn in soon yeh. ma sista is being an idiot she is damn spastic la. she keeps on irritatin me mann. fuck mann she. behavin just lyke a small kiddo. nytes peeps!

`gf regi-- heyy. think carefully of wad choice u chose. anythang i'll be here for ya ((:

*max -- its all ur faultt. make me wait. hahas. i so wanna box ya.

+ dishwalla - angels and devils +

* HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANTA MATT!!! * AND I DUN WANT TAT MAWPING PERSON WE WERE TOKIN ABT KIEE!!

- fucked up bytch

2004-09-07T11:26:00.000-07:00

wheeee.
finally mt and ss n level is ova! yeahhh! so happy! feeling so tired now mann. sorry peeps din blog for da past few daes ma hand was and is still painful. and was kinda busy and lazy. hahas. hmm. gonna go out ltr. going townn! gonna play pool. maybe gonna meet regi for supper. ((:
well well well. townin again. maybe shall blog tonytee ((:

`slut. not happy den come and find us lar. fucked up slut. say us? say somemore lar. i dare u. we are all waitin for ya slutified bytch. dun u think ur damn pretty cus u arent. u wanna noe thangs u ask urself. dun ask ur fwens to ask ting. fuck off frm ting okie. wanna noe thangs ask urself. fuckin cheap couples. -slutified bytch-

+ cascada - bad boy +

** HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVINN **

- bad throat day!! fuck n levels mann

2004-09-04T15:14:00.000-07:00

damn damn damn.. monday is chi and tues is ss n levels. damn it. sighh. i dunno whether i'll be able to go sec 5 but i dun think i can. sigh. kkie start ma updatin again.

[03.09.04]
hmm well nth much. had remedial aft sch.chi remedial. was damn bored lar. was suppose to catch a movie with mel. but grrr.. ms tan wanted to see her. damn it. couldnt catch da movie. so mum fetched me frm sch. was lazy to go home by bus la. hahas. so wenta buy food for me. some chicken porridge with da black egg thang. its one of da worst i ate b4. but i still kinda finsh it. lia and ting came ova ta ma hse. waited for me for kinda long. left arnd 5 and we send lia to da busstop she was gg hm ta change first den ting and i sat a cab to sch to pick up melvin and john. den wenta town.chill at rockys jaslin came. slack. da rest left to shop and jaslin and i wenta take neos. den back to rocky tokin bout some player. horny binny called me sayin he is at cine so jas and i wenta find him. lia came. saw da 2 ang ku kuey. lia and jas both oso say. they dunno howta put makeup ar. den we went down sat at cheers den rockys den take neos. den jansen came. so jas and i bought sth and sit outside cheers and eat. aft tat we wenta heeren. aft tat i wenta meet gf regi n geraint. wenta marche. sel terence and loti came along. aft tat meet cliff and we all went ova ta cine for awhile and they wenta ma hse. sel met up with us. geraint was sayin ghost stories regi and i was damn scared. screamin but was fun too.. hahas. den aft tat loti sent sel home. geraint went town to meet his fwens. mummy sent regi home and drive thru kap bought mac for supper.hahas. sounds kinda fatterning.den tokin on da fone aft tat. wenta shower. and BED

`now tat ive noe thangs abt ya i guess i shld just act along and play along. was kinda turn off when she was tellin me bout ya. you seem lyke some kinda despo. maybe you are. but im not gg fall into ur trap

[04.09.04]
its lyke 3.05 now lar. woke up arnd an hour ago. hmm. throats kinda pain lyke somethang is stuck in it. it feels kinda weird too. hhaas took out ma bandage so i can type faster now. but hais its still painful and i cant bent it so must wear da thang again and put da medicine which looks lyke shyt! hahas. shld be gg out for alil while ltr. haiss. blog tonyte

`you've reli change. not 100% but 70%. your not da gurl whom i use to noe. i'll kinda understand why. but its hurts when we become liddat. anyway. i'll still stand by you owaes.

`gf regi - how how how? i mean da thang i tell ya ytd. hais. maybe i shld gif up hope ooon it too yeh. its lyke kinda weird la. tat nut and i werent lyke da pass we msg and all. now no.gees. tats so weird. love ya lots!
[ tata young - i think of you ]

-ma finga!!!

2004-09-02T19:52:00.000-07:00

grr. i sprained ma finga during pe today. was playin captains ball! grr. now im hafin a hard tyme typing.

sch was kinda okie. slept in class. hahas. prelims results were damn fuckin badd! listened during chem lesson! had ss mock aft sch. aft tat mummy sent sher n mel ta da bus stop n i she brought me to da doctor. chi physician. woah. i rub damn pain la. i was lyke wth its ma finga can u be more gentle. he even crack ma bone. i was lyke damn YOU!! was damn pain.. aft tat mum bought mac food for me. was hungry. come home chat online on da fone and all!!

worst part was tat i was lyke showerin and i could only use one hand. was lyke damn handicap! now ma hand is bandage cant even type properly and its so slow. da medi stinks! hafin sorethroat and ulcer too!! sighh-

`if u wanna think its me. im tellin u is not. its up to u to believe. im innocent not afraid.

[[you were so dao today.how i wish i can read pples mind]]

+ xxingg jiee's band recordin +

- sorethroat

2004-09-01T15:50:00.000-07:00

heyy peepss!! hahas.. was too lazy to blog ytd so update now..

[31.08.04]
well.. wenta sch today did tat stup ymca dance thang. wasnt doing it properly la. cus i'll look lyke a spasticated ass mann. hahas. saw xing jie ytd. he came back with shaun, zhen chong and da rest. was tokin to him den he was lyke damn shy la.gees humans reli change. hahas. anyway. aft tat wenta meet ling. ahahs. den mel , ling and i took 51 to ma home and changed and stuff! aft tat went back to scgs! hahas. teachas could recognise me! wth. they haf bad bad memory!! hahas. whn ling n i were walkin to da bus stop and i was tokin to mel on da fone damn it i almost fell den i scream gif ling a shock! hahas. sorry ling! den we went town she wenta meet jealine and perlyn and i went meet sher n mel at cine. aft wenta take neos with sher, mel, jessand jess fwen. eww! saw some motha fuckin bytche. copyrytes. no style of her own too. mel was lyke sayin black nails i was lyke wtf. reli no style of her own. nvm copyryte bytches are owaes liddat. dun haf a life of their own. damn. i was so disgusted by her! eww..
aft tat wenta rockys with mel sher wenta meet...... yeah. and den we were waitin for MAX to come hahahs! den we were too bored so wenta k box! hahas we were lyke mad la. 2 mad gerls! hahas. aft tat wenta play pool. jansen,lia,terence,jaslin,sel,cliff,yeo,john,mel,zac and i.. den wenta meet ma darling gf! kinda send baby mel of! stup jeremy was doing some disgustin thang regi, lynette and i were so digusted and scared by him! kept on screamin outside rockys lyke crazy! hahas.. aft tat wenta long john ta eat. sel,lia,jansen,john were there. hahas. regi and i laugh non stop! was lyke wth.. fuckin funny sia. regi laugh till her face was lyke a tomato! den aft tat regi and i wenta da arcade to meet cliff and zac. hahas. regi and i was playin house of dead. we were screamin lar. hahas. den suddenly there was a small boy came next to me and see me play. damnit gave me a shock i scream den he went away. felt so bad to a small boy mann! hahas! but it wasnt on purpose! hahas. den aft tat lia, jansen, sel and john came! played arcade for awhile and regi and i couldnt stop laughin. think we had da laughin disease! hahas. sel and geraint has join our gf club! hahas! aft tat we went downstairs! stupid okiee!! zac, john, sel and clifford kept on bullyin me! lucky ma gf was there to help me. aft tat all of em decided to come to ma hse! hahas. we had fun in ma hse la. fight wit clifford den with zac. hahas. accidentally whack zac's thereeee!! twicee.. woops im sorry!! hehe. it wasnt on purpose! john was enjoyin massage frm sel and regi. da whole tyme was lyke screamin lyke mad till no voice cus they kept ticklin me!!grr!! hahas. arnd 12.40 mummy fetched everyone homee- den mummy and i went buy supper -yumss.. bought many ice creams frm jocelyns fathers 7-11.. den went home. was tokin on da fone to him* den aft tat wenta bathe den tok again.read mag and eat dessert. den wenta slp! was damn tired! din even bother to on ma air con. hahas. was a reli fun dayy! gf came town for me.. weeeee... ((: thanksss gf regii

[01.09.04]
woke up arnd 2 sth todayy! hafin sore throat. sighh. thinkin tat next week is ss n level and mt n levels haiss.. damn scary!! i think i wld fail la. hais.. how siaa.

` you dun bother you dun care so why must i be da fool ? disappointed

+ new found glory - understatement +

- studyin? failin? grr..

2004-08-30T17:55:00.000-07:00

school was boring! was msgin geraint, regi and took back results. it totally sucked! to da core. gif up mann. cant be bothered.
hahas. dunno la. anyway. slept during chinese. was damn nyce slp la. hahas. was kinda tired cus slept arnd 2+ ytd. was tokin to cliffy and max. hahas. hearin em sae da chaoyang test thang.

damn! this morning hadta do da stupid aces day work out! it was so damn lame! we looked lyke we were frm da spastic sch! wad stup ymca dance wth ryte? at least last years one was beta.
hahas tokin to geraint and gf regi noww!! hearin his technooo sia..

sheesh. hafta go back ta pri sch. damn!!

GERAINT - u want ur name to be here rytee!! hahas. kiee. u tok reli fast but i can understand wad u sae.. anotha techno siao! hahas!

`if you dun bother i dun see a reason why shld i.

+ 1st ladi - neva be replaced +

- lalala. fun weekendd

2004-08-30T01:19:00.000-07:00

weekends over!! n levels nearer!!!
hmm.. din blog on sat and sun!! 12.53am.. hahas. tokin to da sk8ter PUNKROCKER beng MAX! and cliff hahas.. suppose to conf zac too but guess he slept alr..kiee updatin tymee\

[28.08.04]wenta town. met up with gf regi and vic. den ltr suppose ta meet sher. but somethangs happen btwn she and ang den met up with some otha peeps. too lazy to sae!! wenta eat supper at bukit timah with cliff,zac,sel,john and gf regi!! hahas! cliff and zac damn fuck la keep on scarin us. and stup cliff burn ma hand!! grr. aft tat we all wenta regis hse dwnstairs and chill hahas! FUNNEST THANG. WE WERE AT DA PLAYGROUND AND ZAC WANTED TA SCARE REGI AND THERE WAS THIS PLASTIC CONVEX BUBBLE HAHAS HE KNOCKED INTO IT AND FELL RIGHT DWN SIA! LYKE TURTLE HAHAS! den went home arnd 4 plusss...

`if only i can read peeps mind

+slickshoes-nowsdatyme+

[29.08.04]woke up at arnd 3 in da afternoon.. cliff and regi asked me to go townn so went for awhile. met regi, her bro and cliff. saw funy. sae i dao bu grr! hahas. wenta eat den take neos. slack at rocky. regi left for dinner and i went home. reached home arnd 8.

-sleepppy *scared!!

2004-08-28T13:44:00.000-07:00

back homee!!
damnit. last nyte was tokin to max and nick on da fone. vic was on da bed. and we were all tokin.
and MAX!!! scare da hell outta me. sayin all da ghost stuff! and its lyke 7th month and da room was lyke all dark. i got up and on da lights. was too scared so vic and i slept on da same bed.
grrr.. nick was anotha one hu scare da fuck outta me! but luckily i had a gud slp cus i was damn sleepy! hahas. vic gotta hard tyme wakin me up in da mornin. da reason i woke up was cus her dad was awakee.hahas. kkie.. beta go get ready. gfs outin ltr!! love ya'll
i'll blog tonyte!

`MAX AND NICK YOUR ARE SO DAMN MEAN! grr

+ yellow card - empty apartment +

- snappssss *flashesss

2004-08-28T01:29:00.000-07:00

weee..
im at vics hse now. gonna stay ova! hahas. hmm wenta cine just now. went k box. was with kinda mny peeps la singin cliff and le en were lyke CLOWNS! hahas! den went rockys. saw joven. hmm. den was chillinnn.. den zac da cute one camee! hahas.

anywaysss dun feel lyke bloggin
tell you guys more tml! byeeeee
gonna take more piccss

+ i dunno wad title - some TECHNO REMIX +

- finally!! exams are OVA!

2004-08-27T12:32:00.000-07:00

PRELIMS ARE OVA!YEAH!

weeeeee!
so so happy!
prelims are finally ova!!
going town ltr.
watch 13 going 30
same old place CINE
hahas
with baby mel
dunno if da royal couple wld be comin.
chem section A was kinda hard
but da rest SEEM alryte
geog was ALRYTE
hahas. dunno whehter can pass
kinda sleepy now.
just now in da hall
ezhaq and terence were damn funny
gees.
suppose ta go k box with
horny bonny, gary and dunno hu else
but they dun wanna go cine one
so mel and i decided notta go!
ive not step into town for lyke
6 days! not smoked for 6 days!
punk rock! suddenly love da songs
so so so muchh! all thanks to MAX
hahas..
tiredd-
shall blog tonytee-
gonna do ma thangs!!
weeeeee-
yeahh..prelims ovaaaa!!

``just a fone call by you can make me smile so wide.. *gosh

-dun make me miss ya again i'll go crazyyy! i think im mad!

+ go betty go - c'mon +

- ur sucha let dwn

2004-08-26T12:56:00.000-07:00

maths paper 2. was damn damn damn hard lyke fuck lar..was damn sleepy cus i was on da fone till arnd 2+ this mornin.. talkin all da shyt thangss!! hahas..tml is geog and chem!! last day of prelims tml!! yeah! can go townin again!! -grins-
goshh..
damn bored.
damn sleepy.
damn tired.
im gonna slp soon.
might be meetin him* ltr.
grr..shld i?
2 papers tml!
dun think soo.
but will i be studyin.
okie.
im just too bored!
shall see how ltr!

MMMMAAAAXXX - i just love da punk rock songs u send me!! supa nyce beyond da core -serious thanksssss loadsss!!

+ NOFX - dinosaurs will die +

daddy u think ur damn big? big NO!!

2004-08-25T14:47:00.000-07:00

grrr..ma sista and father are quarrelling. i seriously hate him. he think he is damn fuckin big. so wad if he is older. doesnt mean he is smarter. i dun respect him. he owaes think he is in da right. he think he is greater. arr.. fuck off lar uh. he is da dumbest. he dun respect us and so we ought not to respect him. so wad if ma sister shouted him? i support her! cus dad think he is damn big. so wadeva. he keep thinkin tat way den wadeva. hu fucking cares. i so fuckin hate him to da core. he aint da king! he aint any big fuck to me and ma sista! he isnt great! we dun needa gif him respect! he isnt smart but just a piece of SHYT! FUCK OFF DAD. I SO FUCKIN HATE YOU AND I WUN LYKE U ANY BITS. I HATE YA TO BITS. SO FUCK OFF. you dun tell me watta do. i do wad i wanna do. u're so square minded. ur so such an idiot. fucker in total!

dad is NOT smart,great,big fuck,owaes in da right.

he is fucked up. owaes a lousy fatha!

+ shout fuck off daddy! +

ang ruilong is a prob kid -hahas

2004-08-25T00:23:00.000-07:00

im so damnit bored now.
was disturbin ma sista flirtin and actin cut.
cus tat was wad she was doing on da fone.
boring. tokin to ruilong now.
still haven studied for ma poa.
gees. i seem relaxed.
hahas.was tokin to mr yap on msn.
darn. he has a fwenster acc too!!\
grr. its hard gettin pple to slp!
hahas...
poa poa poa..
gees.. hate examss..
so bored. only tokin to max and leslie on linee!!
haiss.. not in da mood..

`` hoott//coldd truee//falsee

**dun sae sth u dun mean. when u sae it. u make sure its da truth.

+ barenaked ladies - leave +

- hate tat hypocrite bytch*

2004-08-24T18:46:00.000-07:00

just finsh bathin aft ma nyce slp.. slept arnd 1 sth till bout 6.. but im still tired guess i might be sleepin early tonight. no conferencin. hahas. physics paper today was damn hard lar. partcially cus i din reli stuy da content yea so. so damn sleepy in da hall. den was lyin on da table, was abt ta fall aslp den mr osman tap me. gave me a shock sia. aft doing da paper i was thinkin shld i slp. cus da teacha wld ask me ta wake up again. grr.. so din slp!

wenta red hill market with mel ta eat. sher wenta angs hse. we saw horny bonny[jm], gary and eugene there. hahas. they were lyke damn hot cus they choose da wrong place ta sit! they went of for soccer and mel and i ate! wenta great world aft tat. was walkin arnd. seein clothes. and tried on da mascara. hahas. kinda nycee..aft tat wenta mac ta meet rey,sel,ting,ang and sher. lepak awhile and we all went back. gees.. tmr is POA!! cant fail if not mdm yani wld be....

ma dads being irritatin. i seriously dun wish ta talk to him.but he keeps tokin to me. gosh tats damn irritatin!

hmm..kinda hungry now yeh.. shall wait for dinner. dun eat so much i dun wanna grow FATTER!

`wadeva u said were not true. watcha want is just so obvious.

+ jars of clay - flood +

- fakers // *

2004-08-23T23:12:00.000-07:00

just finsh watchin da 9 oclock show.. sighh- sucha saddenin thang. gosh. this show how guys are.. all bastards. or rather most. hmm..hafta study for physics. rem da formulas! soo many!

tokin to regi now.. so funny.. talkin bout ******

grr.. life suckss

+ regi tokin +

-yawnss*

2004-08-23T16:58:00.000-07:00

just came home not long agoo.. maths paper todayy..was in da hall was lil scary.. so many peeps.. was kinda hot too la.. paper was kinda tuff.. but manage to finsh it. left out some ques.. wenta find veronica in da canteen.. and lepak awhile before sher, mel, ting, jess, john and sel left to gwc.. ahahs.. eat mac breakfast.. wanted ta study but very lil thangs got into ma brains!!
damnitt.. haiss..kinda scared i fail ma n level siaa.. *choy.. hope not laa ((: jaslin joined us too.. den most of em wenta sels hse. left me mel and sher. ang came. and we studyed and played. hahas.. hmm.. went home arnd 4? bout there la!
im so damn sleepy.. hahas..was toking to ruilong. keep on kanna busted by him sia.. was conferencin with zac and cliffy last nyte. they both lost soccer. cliffy lost quite abit mann.. wanted ta ask regi ta call in but she was tokin to joshua[zacs bro] so toked till rouund 2.30..wenta slp!!
-yawns

``dun think i dunno watcha tryin ta do. dun use otha peeps. cus tat wld neva help in any way. bastards everywhr

**regi... cheer up -hugss**

+hillary duff - fly +

Gud luck for those takin prelimss!!

so farkin spare? sighh-

2004-08-22T16:07:00.000-07:00

im tired. tmls maths paper 1. damnit la. dun think i can pass. hmm. eatin noodles tat mum cooked!! kinda nycee. guess cus im hungry. slept arnd 5+ ytd. was on da fone den ltr dad came home so shut da com. so i can go ta ma room. dun wanna tok to him. so irritatin..

sighh- life sucks! grrr...

`` farked up. its just all so fark up. i dun think of you so lowly. but da way its showin is just so obvious its a spare thang. you said it isnt true. but hu knows, cus frm wad i see it is. i hate seein some thangs. just da lost of mood owaes. not say forget den forget. darn. shyt life of mine.

+ tata young - i think of you +

[.spare.] [.X-factor.Xtra]

2004-08-22T03:55:00.000-07:00

sighh. its now 3.40am! Yawns-
yeps. din plan ta go ta town. but i wld lyke die at home. so went town.
meet cliffy den walked ta cine ta find regi & vic. le en came too.
they and da mini couple wenta eat at pasta mania.
regi n i wenta take neos. den chilled at rocky. was damn funny.
daryl has been actin damn gay manN! gosh*
many peeps were there. too many to be named.
well. was kinda boring but fun too.. wth ryte? hahahs

wenta granddads hse.was grandma's bdae.
the buffet caterin sucks! it was da worst i've eva eaten!
it totally sucked! to da core!! i rate it -10 damnit!
drank alcohol and was so damn tired!
i fell aslp. hahas! din even botha ta eat da cake!

wenta meet regi. her hse was near. all bukit timah area.
wenta her hse first. talked awhilee. her cous and bros were playin.
hahahs..they were cutee. and funny!
den wenta da prata shop ta meet cliffy, zac, joshua[zacs bro],john.
luke and her gf if im not wrong!
hahahs! da topics they tok on is just so damn funny la!
regi and i almost spit our milo out mann! lol*
aft tat we were sittin in da car on da way to bukit tiamh plaza.
hahas..da car ride was damn scary and funyy too..
went there they played pool and yeps. regi and i were tokin
uh huh..gerls talk kinda thang.. ((;
left arnd 2+ cus regi n i needa go! hahas!
was waitin for cab. da roads were kinda empty. we took fotos!
den came da cab. sent regi home. den i went homee! showered.
and yepss..gonna slp soon!! nytes everyone..
prelims suckss!! grrr*

`` you'll neva noe. you wun noe how it feels. but it isnt easy. neva start when u noe its wrong too. so wad is it. lost in da world of hurt.

**not tat i wun turn its just somethangs.. kuku* hahahs!

+ maroon 5 - she will be loved! +

sighh. so farkin spare.

2004-08-21T14:10:00.000-07:00

-burpp* hmm..eatin noodles ma mum cooked.. kinda nyce mann..or maybe bcus i din eat it for a long tyme alreadyy..so bored now. damnit maths prelims are tml. paper 1.dunno whether i can make it a not lor. its lyke ma maths is lyke kns la. haiss..nvm.. wish ma gud luck mann.
was on da fonee last nyte and slept round 5 plus. dad was homee so shut da com cus i dun wanna tok to him. he is lyke so damn irritatin la..

``farkin spare. so farkin spare. damn its so obvious to me. but u say it isnt true. im caught. im lost.i dun think lowly of you. i just wonder wad is true. i hate ta see thangs. it hurts. da cut damn deep ryte dwn. sighh-

* fark da life of minee!

+ door bell just rang dun wanna hear anythang +

[.drifted.]

2004-08-20T14:12:00.000-07:00

hmm..alryte..din manage to blog ytd..came home kinda late and was kinda tired.and ma dumb sista was usin da com.. updatee.....

[20.08.04]
woah! first thang in da morning onli saw lee kit and thomas kanna caned..6 strokes each..had eng prelims.. was damn slpy la. but manage ta finsh it. (((: aft sch was suppose ta stay back for da geog remedial.i din even noe till she said during da last period. but too bad i was suppose ta meet up with joven so.. ponned it.. reached town arnd 4 wenta buy her shirt frm topman! haha helped her ta chose.. den went paragon jean yip ta do her hair.. dyed her hair.. was sittin and rottin thr. hahas.. there was nothang to do.. just see her do her hair. tyson was oso workin there and said tat joven look lyke lin jun jie.. hahahs! den clifford camee and meet us..went ova ta take neos with joven at heeren first den off to cine food court ! jovens 2 fwens camee.. haha da gerl knew celeste and ruting! see looked bit farmilar too thou..den went see clifford, zac and jovens fwens play pool..everyone went off arnd 11+ 12.. yepss..so went homee too!!!

[21.08.04] -todayyy!!
grrr...just woke up..hmm was suppose to go for geog and ss remedial but i ova slept. cant go out with baby sher todayy.. she cant go out )): baby mel too )): haiss- nvm...newaeee..hafta go for gramdmas bdae ltr... mite be going there to mit ma gf.. ((: alryteee...blogg again tonyte kkiee!!

` baby sher -------- PIZZA with extra cheeseeee and hammm for ya!!!

+ nothangggg +

|| cut me awaee ||

2004-08-19T21:00:00.000-07:00

ma blog is kinda screwed la..wadeva cant reli be tat bothered alreadyy.
no mood ta be bothered. thinkin of many thangs.
watta do? wad shld i do? wads happenin?
just totally blank!

** i din sae no nothang. wad can i do.

``neva sae sth when u dun mean it. its easy to sae, but hu knws wadeva is true or not? lovin mite be easy but forgettin isnt. love hurts. it reli does! fark it

+ nothang..peace.. +

// watta do //

2004-08-19T17:09:00.000-07:00

just got home not long ago.. ms chee and mr wan din come todae..yeahh
during pe was playin softball there was a glove very weirdd!
slept during maths. kinda tired.sighh-
horny bonny! farkin funny kuku!
aft sch..stayed in sch..slacked till arnd 4+ cus acc sher wait for ang.
sat a cab.. tokin to him and mr cow on line now..
blog ltrr!

``not happy come la.. bytch ur in da wrong..
**dun wan! i dun wanna see u!! grr...

+ maroon 5 - she will be loved +

wad can//shld i do.

2004-08-19T01:04:00.000-07:00

pheww..just got kinda done with ma new blog skin.
hmm..was tokin to ruilong..finally got him ta slp!
kinda moodless now. dun wanna think bout anythang la.

``bytch is in da way of minee! not happy find me..grr!

+ raindrops sound +

[ HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAE EZHAQ ]

sighh-

2004-08-18T22:28:00.000-07:00

im so god damn tired todayy..haiss wadeva..sucky day..was tokin on da fone till arnd 4 in da mornin! watched soccer too..hahas...woke up bit ltr den usual but still make it in tyme for sch!had during maths and geog..i kept on dozing off. had a great slp during chem mann..even when mr wan was teachin! haha..first tyme siaa..no remedial todayy..damn free..wenta great world with ang,sher and mel..den aft tat arnd 4+ we left..sighh- ang and sher sth lyke quarrelled.cus of 3 of us shoppin too long.. sorry-sat a cab with sher back home..came homee..went on line.. had ma nyce slp. all da way till arnd 8!just finsh watchin chan 8 show. and eatin pasta tat ma sista made.was kinda nyce laa. hahas.. so bored now. tml hafin poa test!not even studyin noww. tokin to ruilong on da fone and chattin on line.wahs..keep on kanna busted by him sia..grrr..

`` if i take da plaster first place i'll place it at ur mouth. gif ya da plaster tml la!

** watch and see.. not as if i can do anythang..

[ eh.. look.. if u dare to sae me den dun be afraid of anythang. not happy den come and find me la..bring it on la.. cus im not in da wrong in anyway...bytchh! ]

+ ruilong tokin.. bustedin me!! grr +

it was easy

2004-08-18T00:58:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
hmm..not in da mood now. yepss
anyway..went town just now..with ang, sher and mel..
we din watch a movie already.. cus pk din wanna go..
mel bought augs shirt. so yeahh.

saw shaun..think he gonna sk8..hahah..
saw small jerm, leen, joshua and janesh.. royal couple in town.
ate at long john den off to see watta buy for bug[aug] !
walk arnd..was damn funny la..den we got tired so..
we went COFFEE BEAN! cliffy n mel was drawin on ma paper!
grr..tat was ma maths hw.. hahah. but its okiee-
left arnd 7. cus mel cld only go home arnd 7. so we acc her.
cliffy, ang, sher and i took da mrt..was lost of mood..din reli feel lyke tokin.
saw a singh..samethang wad we chi owaes do! pinch! hahah..
was damn funny la.cliff pinch ang and ang shouted GREEN!
went homee- showered was damn sticky la..
den on line and tv! prelims are here! darn* i hate studyin!
kkie.. gonna continue ma eng sumarry!

``how i noe wad is true and fake.. wad can i do? wad u want me to do?

**i dun haf a choice. all i can do is watch and hear.wasnt easy watchin.

+ steps - da way u make me feel +

[ ` Happy 16 birthday aug!! // * 18 aug 88 ]

sch is boringg

2004-08-17T12:27:00.000-07:00

hahas..im in sch now..bored..chi lesson..suppose to do some test on line now.. but..lazy la..listenin to sels mp3...
just now..during recess..felicia told me she slammed da plate at dat bytches back! god damn farnie! goshh.. i love her ta bits for doing tat mann! lets hate tat bytch tgt! tat was mean..but worth it!
hahah..everyone is taggin on each othas tag board!! hahah!
sher = ah bu motha!
mel = ah ma granny!

basket! mr goh is damn irritatin! he keeps on disable everythangg! damnit!

okokie..aft maths remedial going ta town! gonna watch movie! at ps..den going to pop by jovens work place! hahah- newayyy..gotta do da chi test thang alreadyy blog ltr! cya peeps! love ya'll

``wooopss.. not again! lovin?

+ we are - ana +

dumb guyss

2004-08-16T20:47:00.000-07:00

-yawns*
tired tired tired..hafin flu! so irriating! was tokin on da fonee till late nyte early mornin!hahah..abt 4am? woke up arnd 6.45am..wanted ta wake up at 6.30!but couldnt. wanted ta do sherlyns hair. but we kinda cld make it. so its alrytee wun late for assembly!mels hair look damn cutee la..shers is damn style laa! haha..sherlyns rubberband owaes kanna pulled dwn by ruilong!
hahas.. was damn tired in sch! its was quite stone during poa..so happy mann! she totally forgot abt our poa test we suppose ta haf todae..so postpone ta wed!
cme project presentation was alil screwed! hahah..was kinda paiseh..when i was up there readin da damn thang! hahah.. funniest thang is! terence read 'posture' as 'potude' sher and i laugh non stop!! was reli funnyy!
assembly was not reli tat boringg. was not bad! had geog mock..was kinda sleepy while doing it..and wad..i fell aslp pikie kept wakin me up!! grrr..
mel,sher and i were watin for ang..guess he lost da couple ring and money in da gym..gossh..he couldnt find it! wonder which idiot wenta take it! hate stealers!! losers in da world! anyway.. sat cab with mel home..alighted her at da opp bus stop! was hafin a headache and was reli tired!! so wenta haf ma nyceee slp.. just finsh eatinnn-

[hearts] awww...i love ma bed and pillow ta bits!! they rawk!! [hearts]

**all i can do is watch and hear.. foolin.. only u noe it.. urself.. no onelse!**

`` first day of 7th month.. ooh oh.. beware*

-sighh.confused//*

+ hillsong - you said +

sad // happy .. sighh-

2004-08-15T20:32:00.000-07:00

ytd din reli blog..was kinda busy..yeah so..

newayy..today was a kinda not bad dayy.. + happy + sad..

gees..tml haf poa p1 and geog mock! goshh!! haven studyy!

and cme project isnt done yet! *sneeze*

grr..havin alil RuNnY nOsE!!

eww..hate da up dwn style siaa..

kie..im cranky..boredd-

smokeeee-----cigggyyyyy

``can i trust wadeva tat you say? hmm..is it truth or...bullshyt? -p0nders*

[there are many diff kinda guys on earth...well, a first tyme wld lead to a second tyme and so on]

+puddle of mudd - blurryyy +

blahhh

2004-08-15T00:18:00.000-07:00

kies! woke up today early.. wenta meet sher and mel and ang.. they cut their hair sia.. new look nyce siaa! hrmm... they took lyke damn longg... but da outcome was reli nyce la! aft tat went outt! ate hell alot mann! neway... gonna shower now la.. so BLOG LTR or sthhh!

``copyrytes bytches are posers//losers

` if u wanna noe thangs ask me dun ask otha ppl ta ask me! kies!

+ rap - ugly gerl +

COPYRYTES ARE BYTCHES! losers!

2004-08-13T23:11:00.000-07:00

sch was kinda OKAY today..hahah..
ss was alil hard.. plus i was sleepy! i actually fell aslp..
hahas! aft sch had english! grr.. miss tan din even say she was gonna take long.
aft tat wenta da canteen pass ruilong sth..lepak there.
somethangs happened -sighh*
newae hope it'll be ova soon.
aft tat wenta holland v with...
melvin,rt,sher,ang,sel&john..
wenta nydc ta eat den to *bucks!
aft tat dey went to 'pop pop' den went homee!
sista's bf was homee. wanted to buy mum a cake but too late.
gosh. andy bought for mummy some crystal thang. so nyce of him. wadeva-

somethang bout some bunny bytch in ma sch. ma god bros gf.
- dun be a bytch, dun be sucha poser, dun copy. cus it all leads to ya being a poser, loser, copyryte. BYtch, dun act pwetty..cus u CMI..dun u even haf ur own style? why keep on copyin?
dun u find it so sickenin? so in-original? gosh* how can u eva stop outta ur hse door when ur so in-original so fake? so poser? walkin on da streets.. bytch in total! i hate ya ta bits and pieces! ur sucha disgrace to all da female dogs..not happy come and find me!//*

+ hillsongs - i will run to you +

Happy bdae ma mummy..love ya ta bits n pieces!

bordem.

2004-08-13T00:27:00.000-07:00

kiee..cant seem ta get all da ss notes and all inta ma head...

now conferencin..and tokin on msn..

gees.. so bored! save mee!! grr

wish me luck for tmr mann! tata peeps!

``take panadol and slp early...neway ur sleepin alreadyy...it'll cure u//*

`Love Is Standin In Wet Cement Da Longer Ya Stand Da Harder It Is Ta Leave & Ya Can Neva Go W/o Leavin Ur Shoes Behind//*

+ hillsongs - i will run to you

i missss.............................................................

2004-08-12T16:28:00.000-07:00

chi prelims were today!
i was lyke so damn sleepy..thou i slp kinda earlier last nytee.
during listenin compre i was lyke thinkin of wad hairstyle to cut for ma next haircut..
paper 1 and 2 i was lyke damn damn sleepy! gees.. hope i did well..
sheesh..tmls SS prelims.. haiz..wonder whether its gonna be anotha tuff thang..
but i think im gonna fail it la! no as if i cant do anythang abt it yea..
stupid mr wan loves ta call me..was lyke durin chem lesson i got so pissed of with him!
such an arse! kinda rude to him..so wad if he is da DM!big fuck? i walked passed 4D he oso must say sth..so i pretend as if i din hear nethang..arghh..wadeva..
cant be bothered..
had physics remedial.. was msgin..wasnt even listenin a bit!
lepak in da canteen for awhile acc sher wait for ang1..
hahah ang 2 was there too.. sherlyn wants ta eat da egg he cooked! hahah
nvm.. its a inside jokee kinda thang.. kiee.. i shall blog ltr..

+ now i noe tat u've been makin use of me..frm da start..well..look hu is da idiot now.. da bastard is non othas but U* im da innocent party! gees..anyway..ur still a bastard fwen to mee!

-take it, smash it, tear it, cut it, put fuel, set it on fire and burn da heart of minee*

[did i do da ryte thang? was tat da ryte decision? hmm...wonderss]

+ lighthouse - hangin by da moment +

borinn-

2004-08-11T22:10:00.000-07:00

bloggin again...hrmms..bored! just finsh showerin..not in a gud mood! haiss..sad case yea? i dunno why too.. maybe mood swing la.. dunno.. wadevaa- okokiee tokin on da fonee..

-cook ya egg and fishballs but dun use me to cook too..get wad i mean?

[nothangs much..just moree copyrytes comin ma way..so many bytches are here too..]

+ maroon 5 - she will be loved +

goshh! prelims are just tmr!

2004-08-11T17:38:00.000-07:00

yeahh! just got homee..was eatin at redhill with mel, sher and ang..wokee up late for sch mann! woke up lyke at 7.. hahah..was tokin on da fonee ytd till bout 2.30 arnd there.. slept arnd 3? cant remm.. but wasnt tired eitherr.. ((: sighh.. had poa mock exam todayy.. before tat many ppl were sleepin.. i was one of da em.. haha was damn tired.. chinese prelims tml..

alrytee.. maybe shall blog at nyte if im free..

prelimss -wish ma gd luck manns!*

`` love can neva be forced cus u'll neva find happiness frm there.. love hurts loadss.. da pain is great.. *sighh

+ hillsong - jesus i adore you +

da deeper u fall in love da hard u get out-

2004-08-10T15:53:00.000-07:00

thangs were fucked up ytd..so dun wanna sae a thang bout it..

hrmm.. woke up alil late todayy..cus i slept arnd 5 ytd..was tokin ta regi..but yepss..anythang for ma gf..hope she's feelin beta now.. sighh- quarrell with ma dad ytd..was so pissed at him..wth wad a dad..full of attitude thinkin he is owaes in da right..too bad..he dun respect me so i wun respect him either..cant reli be bother with him..ma fwens are more impt den him! cus all he thinks abt is studyin.. im beta off with ma fwens den him..wadeva--
well.. haf tonns and tonss of hw to complete.. feelin alil hungry now.. down with alil sorethroat..so damn bored now.. tokin to sherlyn and msg..ohh yea..sher was tellin me tat she got caught of.......and all..well.. blogg tonyte..

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

``loveee? wads with lovee?
cus you can onli get da one tat loves u and not da one tat u love? isnt it truee? YES!! hahas! tats why love hurts and suckss...

**ur not da only one livin in this world so consider how othas feel.. ((:

+ oasis - stand by me +

damn it.. man u losttt.. farkkk

2004-08-09T18:15:00.000-07:00

okiee! let me blog before i go out... gonna see fireworks ltr!! thou kinda saw it ytd la..but..guess today wld be beta la..at least i guess we need not hafta run!! damnit..tat was tiring! hahah! wld be meetin baby sher first.. yepss..she can come out todayy! newaes..blog ltr when im back homee!

``if only love can be lyke da fireworks tonyte filled with sparks!

+ honey soundtrack - i believe +

losttttt-

2004-08-08T23:33:00.000-07:00

didnt bloggg!! ytd..there is too much for me to blog and im damn tired noww..on da fonee!! damn! man u is still 0zero0 man u beta win mann!!! kiee..im seriously being a pig cus im lazy to blogg..shytt load of thangs!!!

**if u noe just one side of da story dun sae anythang cus u dunno da true side of me..if u judge me by me treatin one person liddat... u dunno wads da feelings btwn those 2 peeps..cus if i reli love someone its totally different..**

``fark off bytchhhh.....big tyme bytch!!!!!! take out da mask on ur face!!! show everyone ur true colours... stop makin use of me.. stop thinkin ur damn big..

-da more u fall in love da harder u can get out..

+ maroon 5 - she will be loved +

flirt.dao.beng.liar*

2004-08-07T11:26:00.000-07:00

alrytee..its 11.20am! seldom u can see me awakee so earlyy..but its cus today had fone calls and msg in da mornin tats why..gonna meet mr cow ltr..den maybe meetin melvin,sel and john..den we can go marina south tgt for augs bdae..wahss..now tokin ta me god bro bout his bytch..darn..grr..wadevaa- gosh..wonder hows his mouth..cus he got hit by da sec 5 guy ytd while playin during da sports carnival..he was damn dulan la..but yeahh..cant be blame..his mouth bleed and da guy din sae sorry its his fwens tat said sorry.gees..guess he shld be finee..okokiee..blog ltr..gonna slack awhile den off ta townn-

``must i be da one? cant it be da otha way round? flirt

+ 1st ladi - neva be replaced [nv hear for a long tyme alreadyy] +

im in love with ur bf..watcha gonna do abt it uh! hahah

2004-08-07T00:59:00.000-07:00

i feel so fresh now!! wooohoo.. okiee.. went outta da hse arnd 4.30 was suppose ta meet jo..but she went home early..so went town ta meet da prata & mini couple! den ting,leste,thomas,john and sel was there too.. saw jien arn with sherlyn[gf].. lepak at rockys den went take neos! aft tat regi left for her classes and all..so i went with ma sch peeps..den all left when mr MOO came..haha..funy was there too..tok awhile den i went off..took a cab ta QT meet ruilong..sat down and tok..hahah..was kinda funny..den took a cab ta clark quay to meet sher,ang,leste and thomas..drank beer eat n smoke..aft tat thomas dad fetched us homee [thanks UNCLE!] hahah...da 2 couples sat behind i sat infrontt..i beta slp soon! gotta long day tml..hafta acc mr MOOO tml at 2pm..tat means i hafta wake up early.!.! nvm..its okiee- ((:

``liar.beng.flirt.dao.....damnit..miss miss*

+ honey soundtrack - i believe +

("v") im so so in love with you!!

2004-08-06T11:32:00.000-07:00

just got back frm sch! today was standin at da field..was damn hot and all..stup uniform grps were marchin in and all...den da mr low came.. jess was tellin me nota look at his head ltr haf reflection..[cus he is melon-in] den i looked and said not shinin enuff! den mr low was lyke u gotta prob..i was lyke WTF!! arse! yes i noe he doesnt lyke me and he is a teacha so wad big fuck? NO! BIAS arse.. not as if i was da one hu said him first rytee...damn it..fucked up sch with fucked up teachas..fucked up staff..all fucked up..onli some students rox...

aft tat there was sports carnival for da upper sec.. i din wanna play..din even bring ma pe attire..so was doing da class thang for da annual sch mag..aft tat was lepak-in..mel and sher were playin too.. aft tat was tokin to jaslin..we were bytchin bout tat BYTCHY COPYRYTES AND HER FWENS..hahah..she doesnt lyke em either...yeahh mann! aft tat was tokin to ruilong in da canteen.. sighh.. newae..left sch..ruilong they all were walkin behind us..aft tat sher wenta meet ang..so mel and i wenta dawnson. her bug was there tats why..hahah..den we went off- now home!! dad just got homee..grr.. nvm.. im going out ltr!!

``are u reli a flirt ??

**liar-- nvm im use to it alreadyy wheneva u sae tat i shall take it as if u din sae it..so i wun hafta wait..-sighh* no pont sayin..wadevaa-

+ outkast - roses +

one bytch so plastic!

2004-08-05T20:33:00.000-07:00

woow.. just got homee not long ago.. well today was fine in sch..was pissed at mr daoo! hahah..but was okiee ltr.. well there was no remedial or nethangs today so went home and out aft schh.. sher n ting came ova ta ma hse..sher wanted ta borrow a skirt..den aft we had our lunch den ting n i went town.. took neos..den john came..joined us.. took more neos..tats bout all..

``hate da plastic peeps! dey are just so damn fake..actin and all arnd u..making use of u..think tat ur a fool.. well bytch.. get this str8 and rytee.. dun think ur damn big..cus u aint..dun suck up! u'll feel da pain one day! taste ur own medicinee.. demandin bytch!

[i'll take u with me..secretly..whr no one knows anythang everythang..just u n me]

+ kim lian - teenage supastar +

HAPPY BDAE BABY SHERLYN!!! -SMUACKIEESSS*

stop checkin on me u dumbarse- spoiler

2004-08-04T17:54:00.000-07:00

woohoo- just got homee.. yepss..damn..chem test was alil hard..half wayy i fell aslp! not as if i wanted to but yeaa... u noe when a person is damn sleepy... hahah..aft sch went town...wenta buy sher's pressies... went with ruting and jess..went mango den to surfbabe.. wenta long john... aft tat wenta take neos with regi! was damn funny.. hahah.. aft takin we din noe which side to go cus there was either da greenn or pink side.. we were lyke idiots!! hahah.. but it was our first tyme usin ta machine so u cant blame us alrytee! was damn funny laa.. aft tat went back ta cine..cus da prata couple were going for there first month ani moviee!! hahah..aft awhile all of us went backk.. took cab homee..

[You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending]

**sorry din accompany ya to report with ya for ya probation thang..

+ STACIE's MUM rox +

HAPPY ANI PRATA COUPLE!! HAPPY BDAE IN ADVANCE MA BABY SHER!

sads..hahas..for wad..0nli god n i noe..

2004-08-03T16:41:00.000-07:00

im sleepy! woke up kinda late for sch todayy..well..hadta stand for 2 periods durin physics cus i din bring da book..so i was tokin ta sel..durin chi! i sleptttt..was damn nyce! had chi oraL!! damn.. its kinda sucked! da coversation was baddd!! i suddenly forgot howta say lotsa words in chinese..sighh* took a cab homee- haf lotsa hw ta do.. chem, chem test tml and poa!! grrr.. was walkin homee when rL called.. toked ta him... and now.. im still... shall blog tonyte if im free..

**sel** i noe thangs dey said cant be forgotten..but i nvm..i'll owaes be on ur side..cus it wasnt ur fault..sorry brotha.. ((:

[wadeva i hope is neva g0nna happen..sighh* i onli can think..wadeva happens proves me somethang..well..let it be this way den..let nature take its course..lets thangs be natural..dun force cus u'll nv be happy!]

+ hillsong - now tat u're near +

Happy bdae JIAYUN!

-fallen//waitin*

2004-08-02T19:16:00.000-07:00

sighh...was damn cold and sleepy today in sch..couldnt believe i was doing some eng hw and ma head just lyke drop on da tablee..sheesh..i must slp early tonyte mann..had assembly... yeahh! we haf a long long weekend! sat..going ta marina south ta celebrate aug's bdae.. hrmss..invited regi, vic, le en and cliff aloonngg too.. hahah dey made new fwens yehh.. hahah.. ma hands are achin now.. must be how i slept at da chalet.. hrmms..cant believe i actually went for da STEM prog thangy today..even ms tan [form teacha] was lyke sayin 'woah candice finally come for STEM arhh..tat dae i came u werent here' i was lyke..woopps.. lost of words mann! hahah..but i wenta see da doc on fri so i told her i wenta see da doc..
da stem was kinda fun and abit boring todayy! kinda pissed at da teacha so sth lyke tok back.. we were tokin bout soccer and was on da fonee.. damn funny..aft tat went outta sch with sel, john, gary, john..saw some bytch..eww..wadeva- den wenta dawnson with john n aug..cus we were going ta da same bus stop ta take bus.. aft tat meet ruilong at da bustop..sat 64 but john sat 970..3 of us got of at da same bus stop! here i m HOMEEE!! bored mann!

``ruilong--eh..dun mean ta be dao in sch todayy.sorry!

[forget da thang called love its a waste of tyme...isit true? maybe yes maybe no]

+ mltr - how many hours +

`fallen//decision makings*

2004-08-01T19:49:00.000-07:00

wooow! back frm ma chalet...jez finsh bathiN!!

[30.07.04 Friday]
woow..chalets today! yeah mann! so happy..excited..aft sch was lookin for aung..aft tat wenta east coast costa sand with dennis, aung and ang..sat cab..aft tat gotta room keys wenta see da rm..ang left his bag there..aung and dennis hadta go back ta sch again so we let em sit for da cab first! we walked damn long cus there wasnt at cab at our sight..finally gotta cab so ang and i went down ta TM ta buy their ani present..aft tat sat mrt ta QT ta meet yeo..den they wenta eat i wenta see doc..went home..mel came..left..wenta pick sher..wenta da chalet..slp for awhile den bbq...den aung, shichang, eddie, matt, sel, gerrad and SC fwen.came ova..bbqed.. aft aloy came..drank gin and smoke with sher..got drunk..damn i puked all ova da floor, angs and shers feet too.. *sorry- aft tat slept...

[31.07.04 Saturday]
woke up..darn..ma hair had ma puke! ewww..sick yeh? showered and all..smoke..play cards..slp! den thangs happened..haiss..lepak all da way till bbq..many ppl came arnd 25 ? played with egg, flour, green tea, satay sauce throwin em at each otha.. regi, vic and i make sher black with charcoal! lol..showered and all...drank onli 1 cup of gin.. cus it was da guys turns ta get drunk...yeo,ang,shaun and matt were drunk..but onli ang and shaun PUKED! ewww..shauns one stink hadta clear up their mess.. shaun was damn heavily.. was damn hard ta carry him on ma own! damn.. hadta ask for help! onli 1 guy help tat was sel!!! da rest were dunno doing wad..vic was drunk to! da worst one.. damn hyper some more sia..when all da drunk ones were settled and happie sleepin..we rest..cliffy and i wenta da beach..toked..den when we came back next door was noisy all nyte long! damn.. we were damn hungry so ate beehoon, tuna and salad.. aft tat..wenta slp.. matt took cliffs place.. so asked cliff ta slp with us..cus he was damn tired too..slept lyke tri cus mel,cliff and i shared one bed..aft mel lefta find aug i took her place..slept soundly..and cliff was slpin he moved and accidently elbowed ma head..

[01.08.04 Sunday]
some of em tonn and wenta mac for coffee in da mornin while i was still happily sleepin.. aft dey came back and brought food for us.. ate..watch tv.. den rest and toked shytt..aft tat wenta wenta da beach with cliff n matt..den went back ta da chalet..onli ang,sher,yeo,shaun,cliff and i left..so made hot water for da cup noodles.. ate.. aft tat back ta da rm and lepak while shaun and yeo were cookin da prawn.. ang sher cliff n i were lyin on da bed..was damn bored la..smoked..pealled prawns..wenta da sea side again.. aft tat went back ta da chalet.. pack up and off we go.. home swt home!!!

``sher&ang.. heyy! da chalet was damn fun! enjoyed it..sorry for some otha thangs!

**mel..yeahh.. u were right every chalet suree thangs happen yeahh it did.. isit our tradition? lol..

--cliffy.. next tyme ma head luohan den u noe sia..lol..jokin! hey rem.. i'll be there for ya.. ((:

//sel reli sorry for wadeva tat happen! owaes ma bro...((:

+ m2m - dun sae u love me +

downryte liars // hurt*

2004-07-29T08:09:00.001-07:00

todayyy poa test! grrr.. sucked in it alrytee! damn.. sch was boring..was very tiredd! stayed back for remedial.. helped ma 'mummy' find for ciggy cus he din haf.. lol.. aft sch..waited for ang and vince..went off with mel and sher too..off to giant at IMM!! well..da bytch in sch was farker! hahah..ang was sayin 'wah s'pore shoe v.ex meh?' cus she wasnt wearin shoes! damn farnie!! loads of bytchin bout em.. downright fakers! so copyrytee!
giant was fun... den matt, ang and sher came ova ta ma hse..
fark fark fark tat bloody mr chiang! thinkin of tat remeber i hafta fuckin run 4 rounds tml!! damn!
yeah yeah yeah!! chalets tml!!! im sicks im hafin cough sore throat and 'runnin' nose!!!! ma voice sounds weird..eww..so freakin!!
fuck i haven pack ma thangs yet!

`dun make me fall for ya love ya and you hurt me//+
**hate liars so much.. both of u! both liars.. grrr

[[liars liars! all liars..haiss..wads da fuck is with ya'll..1st liar...wads wrong with u! wads da truth? playin or wad? total shyt..sorry no cure alryte! 2st liar.. wad u sae and wad u do aint da same..all u do is find excuses! wadelse moree? uh? tell me? fark all those liars! hate tis too muchhh..downright liars..hurt mann by u both! damn u ppl]]

+ michelle branch - breathe +

downryte liars // hurt*

2004-07-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

i hate u with all ma heart

2004-07-28T23:24:00.000-07:00

selwynnnnnieee....neva help me ta save ma past entries!! grrrr....newayy thanks too!! today was kinda boring day! ran 4 rounds.. thanks to fuckin bloody bastard chiang! arse- anyway.. din haf remedial today so gd! so wenta queensway aft tat..gotta buy some stuff..aft tat we were dicussin bout da chalet stuff and all.. walked home with sher & ang.. hafin flu now!! grrr
aft came homee.. watch tv.. den went outta find him for awhilee..smoke smoke smokee.. hahahh.. den came homee.. toked to aloy too...was playin with mr dao checkers and tic tac toe on line hahah.. so farnyy..

[misses.kisses.loviesness.sweetheartness.]

-peeps! hear ma hp voicemail...its NYCE PURE NYCE!-

``dao dao dao.. u r dao! bleh* hehe! im stupid! sorriee

**i needa miracle i wanna be gerl...boy needs gerl..

[boy i miss ya kisses - memories can nv be erased.scars on ma heart will owaes be there]

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